Thursday, March 31, 2005

guess what book i am

The picture of dorian gray
Oscar Wilde: The Portrait of Dorian Gray. You are a
horror novel from the world of dandies, rich
pretty boys, art and aesthetics, and
intellectual debates between ethical people and
decadent pleasure-seekers. You value beauty and
pleasure but realize their dangers, as well.


Which literature classic are you?
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I'm Dorian Gray. Timeless beauty that leaves the surface unscathed, but there is inner turmoil which would shock and amase you if you could see it. fortunately, I had this portrait made of me, and it absorbs all the twisted deformities that would otherwise befall me.
I can't believe I've actually read this book, can give a halfway decent synopsis of it, and would actually like to read it again now that i've been compared to it.
crazyness.

hmmm

yeah, so its been forever since i've blogged. i know that everyone is really on the edge of their seats to know what could b e keeping me away from the computer for so long. the honest to god truth is that life, just living, is entirely too complicated for me right now. i can't stand work, it definitely affects the way that i interact with loved ones and my general outlook on life. i've found that i can actually be quite a bastard to suzanne sometimes, mostly when she needs my help, and i am a bastard mostly because i hate waiting on people all the time. i felt this way when i was working at Digiquick in good ol' rochacha. its like i spend so much time tending to the needs of people that i don't know or care about that i can't even find the time to take care of myself, much less the woman that is most important in my life.
its stupid...its a horrible crime against humanity that to survive in this world we all have to sacrifice our hopes, our dreams and our souls just to make a $2.50 tip on a motherfucking $60 bill. people suck and i blame george w. bush's economy for it.
suzanne is reading this entry over my shoulder now so i think i'm going to wrap it up now.
good news, i'm almost out of debt, which will be a glorious day. i will buy myself new glasses and perhaps speakers for my car, which has been without rear speakers since i blew them up with my newly installed cd player.

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

fuck the olive garden twice

I GOT INTO THE MOTHERFUCKING NEW SCHOOL BEYOTCH!